From your girlfriend...

[mytmouse]

Dearest Patrick...

By the time you read this, I will be gone.
Back to Sacto... Trying to make it one more week.
Everytime, I wish I could live in your closet,
just so I could be close to you.
I truly hope that you are feeling better.
I hope that your hospital visit wasn't all that bad.
I am sorry that I started to cry tonite.
I just care so much for you.
I never want to see you in any sort of pain.
I wish I could take any pain away
so you would never have to feel bad again.
I love you so fucking much...
I think I would die if anything
bad were to happen to you...

I love you more then cats love catnip...

-your forever and always,
Amanda///

PS:
I cleaned up your apartment a bit...
I hope you don't mind.