Lonely Day
Today is one of those droopy days for me. Can't really say why. Perhaps because I'm not at work and I have time to sit and ponder my solitude. I had a good night at work last night though. CC and Rion were working, that was really cool. I gave Rion the calligraphy I had been working on for him, I don't know if he was flattered or freaked out, but I don't think he is mad or anything, so that's a plus. *sighs* I am actually sitting in a chatroom hoping to find a friend right now. All there are are...well...people asking who is wearing a thong and who is hot. *sighs again* I should just give up, I don't know who I expected to meet in a chatroom anyway...(Jesse)... I had other new events I could talk about, like being alone with CC in the walk in freezer at work while he grabbed some bags of cheese, but I think that will only bore people or freak them out. Liz is the only one who tolerates my mindless babble. The big news right now is that chat rooms are freaky and I'm cold and out of tea. I just really wish I could cry... I think I must be broken because I haven't been able to in such a long time, even when I want to and try to. I didn't even cry when I called it quits with Eric. I don't know what is wrong with me. I wish I had more constructive things to say, but alas, I don't. It isn't like people are standing in line to read this anyhow. I do appreciate the 2 people who do. Cheers to them.