Comments | mysweetoliver: your dad

mysweetoliver

your dad

Mar 08, 2016 22:58

the feeling of those arms around me and his body pressed against me won't go away. nor do i really want them to. but the memory makes me feel like a giddy high-schooler again and then drops me down to missing him so damn much. his pullover sweater smelled of detergent. for once, i was hoping for a hint of cigarettes. he kissed me oh so gently on ( Read more... )

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susanacts March 10 2016, 20:03:02 UTC

Missing both Bill and Oliver is difficult, and if you need to express your feelings, or get further support, you found me again, and I love that. Hugs.

mysweetoliver March 11 2016, 19:14:26 UTC

it took a few minutes to remember your name on here. :)
sorry i didn't write you back on facebook. i hope you're feeling healthier. <3

susanacts March 12 2016, 01:12:48 UTC

No problem regarding Facebook, and yes, I still have the same username, SUSANACTS. That way, all of my friends can find me. I picked the name in memory of my paternal grandmother, who called me Susana, and CTS is a Cadilac model, the car she drove. As far as my health goes, I don't have cancer, and will do follow up screenings and checks annually to make sure it doesn't occur. I have a diagnosis that points to cancer, but shouldn't have to worry unless my body changes.

mysweetoliver March 12 2016, 13:58:26 UTC

it's funny, i always read your username as "susan acts". lol.

that's very very good news about the cancer! it's such a scary thing to deal with, even just the prospect of it. i will be praying that you never ever get that diagnosis. <3

susanacts March 12 2016, 15:46:36 UTC

I was prepared for a cancer diagnosis, drafting a living will (we have a family lawyer), and opting for a double mastectomy if needed. I want to donate my body to science too, the way my maternal grandparents opted in for it. All of this preparation is in my head, not on paper, but at least I know what I want done. <3