Random Thoughts
The past 2 days have been hard and the next two more so. Kev's been out of town, visiting his sister in Leicester. I miss him terribly. Yesterday was his birthday and I didn't get to spend any time with him. Well, I did get to speak to him for a bit on the phone. But really, it wasn't enough. I swear I'm an addict. I need to spend time with him every day....lots of time. And right now things are happening near him (by near, I mean in the country) that frighten me. I fret cos in the last few days they've discovered 2 car bombs in London and 2 men drove a Jeep Cherokee that was on fire right through the glass doors at Glasgow airport. I fear losing him though he reassures me nothing will happen. If only he'd seen the Dead Zone last week. Walt Bannerman (one of the central characters) died after telling his wife the same thing. Yes, I realise the likelihood of anything happening to him are slip, but still the fears are there. And I miss him so very much. I want him back at home not just cos I'd feel happier about it, but cos his birthday present is there and waiting for him. I had so wanted him to have it on his birthday...and the irony is if he'd been home he would've had it on his birthday. But I have to wait 2 more days to learn whether or not he likes it.
It's late and I need to wake early.
It's late and I need to wake early.