wednesday
well today i worked till 8 am. got paid. slept till 2. woke up. went to my sisters, and then to the mall. i got this really cool outfit to wear out friday night. i haven't been out in so long and i really want to have a good time. it seems like college is a big blur. i really miss it. i feel so restricted here. kinda like i can't let loose and be myself. i guess i'm gonna have to get used to it. it might be a good thing that i can't talk about some of my problems because then i tend not to think about them and just act like a normal person. i'm pretty good at just pretending things are ok. but really i am completely crushed and i just can't get over some things. i'm not trying to meet anyone new. but if it happens it will definatly be a good thing because then i wont have to think about the same couple people all the time. well thats whats going on right now. leave some comments to tell me i'm a stupid lustfull person. cause i know i am.