Day Off
Well today I had the day off or night off whichever sounds better. night shift does suck. I really wish i had someone to come back to or at least someone to call and just talk about nothing with. My idea of a good day off is just hanging out with someone and lieing around all day with nothing to do but enjoy eachothers company. I seriously need to go out and meet someone soon.... i get paid wednesday though so it has to be then. someone seriously should come with me to check out some clubs around here. oh, i figured out what to do with my first check, get my doors fixed... YEAH. that sounds great. anyways, just keeping posted... thats all thats on my mind right now. last night i think i had a breakdown and cried a little... haha. i'm such a fucken sap. but its not about anything like chris or anything. i guess i wanted something more from that but just didn't get it. i'm dealing with that. but its just that i don't really want to be alone right now. i feel like i am ready for a relationship there is just noone right now to have or anything.