glowing orange sky
I feel kind of sad and frustated today. I don't know why I feel like this sometimes. Sometimes I think I was raised with great expectations and not a lot of hope. Is this because I had a lot handed to me, or not enough? I had a lot of both.
Right now the lower horizon is kind of foggy and is being frescoed orange by the sun. I think it's important for people to feel worthwhile, to make them feel that it is not only possible, but probable for them to succeed. I really like Jesi, sometimes she makes me feel important than her own sleep. Othertimes she lets me know She'll be better for me with it.
I don't know why I feel like this sometimes. After going through so much depression, it seems necessary to differentiate between feeling hopeless all the time and feeling sad occasionally. Normal people fit the latter. I guess I do to know. It feels so nice to have someone be with you sometimes. I hope Jesi calls me tonight. I might just end up doing it myself. I know I'm worth it.
Right now the lower horizon is kind of foggy and is being frescoed orange by the sun. I think it's important for people to feel worthwhile, to make them feel that it is not only possible, but probable for them to succeed. I really like Jesi, sometimes she makes me feel important than her own sleep. Othertimes she lets me know She'll be better for me with it.
I don't know why I feel like this sometimes. After going through so much depression, it seems necessary to differentiate between feeling hopeless all the time and feeling sad occasionally. Normal people fit the latter. I guess I do to know. It feels so nice to have someone be with you sometimes. I hope Jesi calls me tonight. I might just end up doing it myself. I know I'm worth it.