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I'm thinking of making this page the one with the new layout
and effectively switching all my writing over here to this here soon-to-be friend's only diary.
With the "friends" being Danyel ;)
The other diary is so fake, and if I say anything I get
"uhhh why did you say that you bitch" comments. Or else "wow, I didn't know you hated hanging out with me so much" &this isn't about that, and sometimes a girl just needs to feel things, you know?
I think Danyel and Brandon broke up. I want to know what's going on.
I really though you were joking, kiddo. &it sounds weird and gross, but a part of me is hurt by this whole dissolution. I don't quite get it myself.
I think Brendan isn't talking to me.
I told him last night in the internet cafe that I'm convinced he's all "I'm still in love with Cathee", even though he said he's not. &then before that there was the whole friendster ordeal...where I feel like he's always trying to pawn himself off as this single kid and it's all "tally who?".
Anyway, we went to wash his car this morning, and made a day super chock full of plans.
Only right before bed, he said "Oh no, what happens if it rains?" (with regards to his Cathee hang outage...he can't drive in the rain)
I said "Whatever! You're in Toronto! You have no reason not to hang out."
Then he said "But she'll want to know how I'm here, and she'll be all 'who's Tally?'".
I then said "She doesn't know we're dating?"
&that was it.
Suddenly it made perfect sense why he never once wrote about me in any form of journal.
I don't think he's told anyone outside of a group of two or three friends...and not that I want our coupledom advertised...but you know? It's more so the fact that he's obviously been actively hiding it.
I can just picture his conversations with Cathee.
Her saying "so what have you been up to?".
&suddenly I've become "Um, nothing much".
and effectively switching all my writing over here to this here soon-to-be friend's only diary.
With the "friends" being Danyel ;)
The other diary is so fake, and if I say anything I get
"uhhh why did you say that you bitch" comments. Or else "wow, I didn't know you hated hanging out with me so much" &this isn't about that, and sometimes a girl just needs to feel things, you know?
I think Danyel and Brandon broke up. I want to know what's going on.
I really though you were joking, kiddo. &it sounds weird and gross, but a part of me is hurt by this whole dissolution. I don't quite get it myself.
I think Brendan isn't talking to me.
I told him last night in the internet cafe that I'm convinced he's all "I'm still in love with Cathee", even though he said he's not. &then before that there was the whole friendster ordeal...where I feel like he's always trying to pawn himself off as this single kid and it's all "tally who?".
Anyway, we went to wash his car this morning, and made a day super chock full of plans.
Only right before bed, he said "Oh no, what happens if it rains?" (with regards to his Cathee hang outage...he can't drive in the rain)
I said "Whatever! You're in Toronto! You have no reason not to hang out."
Then he said "But she'll want to know how I'm here, and she'll be all 'who's Tally?'".
I then said "She doesn't know we're dating?"
&that was it.
Suddenly it made perfect sense why he never once wrote about me in any form of journal.
I don't think he's told anyone outside of a group of two or three friends...and not that I want our coupledom advertised...but you know? It's more so the fact that he's obviously been actively hiding it.
I can just picture his conversations with Cathee.
Her saying "so what have you been up to?".
&suddenly I've become "Um, nothing much".