pretend I'm wrong for wanting to stay
I'm so tired of hearing "I have no right to be jealous". As if you're allowed to negate the importance or presence of emotion based on physical circumstance.
Hey, they're kind of not about that.
My life is gaining weirdness.
Because it's still so hard to see him,
and so easily can I be coaxed into kissing.
& I hear from one offers to sleep in his bed again,
while I'm inviting someone else into my own.
I wish I could make a decision without hesitation, and with perfect foresight.
I feel like it's an indicator that I doubt, but at the same time, I feel I always have in the past.
On another note,
Hai & I are not going to hang out again.
Gen is upset just as I said she would be. Oh well :(
Hey, they're kind of not about that.
My life is gaining weirdness.
Because it's still so hard to see him,
and so easily can I be coaxed into kissing.
& I hear from one offers to sleep in his bed again,
while I'm inviting someone else into my own.
I wish I could make a decision without hesitation, and with perfect foresight.
I feel like it's an indicator that I doubt, but at the same time, I feel I always have in the past.
On another note,
Hai & I are not going to hang out again.
Gen is upset just as I said she would be. Oh well :(