So I was lonely today and I asked Hat in a text if he still loves me. No reply for an hour. I had to prompt him and he finally sends back "I don't know what to say."

I knew something was off. I don't know what's going on. I had a good time on Monday and I really liked being with him. When he kissed me for the first time, he stopped being friends ( Read more... )

So today would've been our two year anniversary. I knew George didn't want to see me or talk to me, but I just wanted to see him today, give him a hug, maybe a kiss on the cheek. I texted him today asking if I could give him a ride home and he said maybe later. So I waited all day, not knowing if I was going to see him, and he texted me at 6pm ( Read more... )

So this week has been hell.

I spent all day Friday crying, up until I finally got am old friend to text me back. I remembered how sweet Michelle Le was and found her on Facebook and she gave me her new number. I don't know if she can take me out anywhere, but she said I can talk to her any time I need to and it is such a relief that I won't be ( Read more... )

George and I got into a fight on Monday and I felt bad and wanted to make it up to him next time I saw him. I have a mid term on Friday, so I wanted to study on Wednesday and see him on Friday. He texted me tonight and said he was sorry and I was a great friend. Then he told me he seriously wanted to see me tomorrow. When, I told him I couldn't, he ( Read more... )

Arg! I got scammed yesterday and I'm so angry about it, so I decided to write about it in hopes that it will make me feel better.

So this guy came to my door yesterday and said he was selling magazine subscriptions in order to win a prize of a thousand dollars to help pay for college and a trip to Italy. I looked through the magazines and asked if ( Read more... )

 George read my livejournal and found out I cheated.

Livejournal! How dare you betray me?!?! I thought we were friends :'(

In any case, we're alright now. I will never forget the look on his face when he saw me that morning. Jesus, it scared the crap out of me. Even with all that hair he's got, I could tell something really bad happened. 
But he loves ( Read more... )

 Ana told George something about me cheating on him -_________-
And he got upset and I lied and told him I didn't do anything
And she told him while we were already fighting because I said I'd break up with him if he ever cut his hair.
And that ass Emo Kid is happy while I've felt like crap for the past five days.
He'd break up with me if he found out ( Read more... )

 We've been moving this month and I'm exhausted. LS:DKJF:SKD

I'm getting behind in school and I hate the feeling of not being prepared, but I haven't had the time recently. OIDSFJNDFJ

I called Joe yesterday and he told me he wasn't allowed to talk after 8:00 pm and they were having dinner. I asked when it was okay to call and he said noon. ALKDFJ: ( Read more... )

I was watching the episode of Glee today where Quinn finally has her baby.

And Finn told Rachel he loved her.

And then Puck told Quinn he loved her.

And then Mr. Schu told Emma he loved her.

And here I am in my room thinking of Joe. Seriously, the fantasies that are running through my head o.o
I wanna call him!!! And be with him!!!! And fuck him!!!!

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 Misspelled fucks.

I called Joe today, his excuse was that he was busy.
And he sounded like he didn't even care that I called him.

And when I brought up plans, we went through the "What do you want to do?" "IDK, what do you want to do?" thing for about five seconds when I said maybe we should go to the pool, and he just said OK. On Friday, he said he ( Read more... )