sleeping alone is stupid and boring and i can't do it. i have to trick myself into sleeping since aaron left for georgia. since he left, i've cleaned my house like crazy and re-arranged my room. it actually looks really good. i've not really been working more but i have been working out for an hour and a half every day. i have 10 pounds to lose. i ( Read more... )

bean street is slowly becoming a staple in my afternoons. i will never finish this damn book. never ( Read more... )

thanks to everyone that was in on my surprise party thursday night and everyone that came. i have the best friends ever. that is so cliche. but seriously, that was cool as hell. so thanks. on your birthdays, i will rent flying monkeys for you to pay you back ( Read more... )

on this lonely winter's summer's day
while all the crowds were still away
I realized the attraction
to temporary smiles and holidays.

i expect too much. not out of life, but out of people.
but people are flawed and i am flawed too.

it's monday, and that can only mean 1 thing.

tumbleweed, charlestown road. 7:00. 99 cent margaritas.

50 cent movie afterwards?

it's on.

i worked friday night 6 hours & made $70

i worked 12 hours straight yesterday and made $177

i worked 12 hours straight today and made $104

i guess it balances itself out??

i had a dream last night that i was dating my ex-boyfriend's sister. we were in this basement/downstairs of a house and there was a fox there and it ate a deer or something that was down there. we let it (natural selection, i don't know) but then got freaked out so i grabbed a cat to save it and tried to run upstairs but the fox got my ankle and i ( Read more... )

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i'm stealing the internet from ius. that's amazing because there's no way in hell i would be able to actually pay for it. i miss writing in my lj and i miss talking to my friends on aim ( Read more... )

i'm dieting. please help me.
i've put on 2 inches around my waist in the last 10-11 months.
i've been eating really well the past week. from now on absolutely no coke.dr.pepper.root beer.
not even diet coke. :(

i know i'll never be a size 2 but i just want to fit into my favorite size 6 lucky jeans (comfortably).

i've also been doing really ( Read more... )