Apr 25, 2006 14:00
i'm stealing the internet from ius. that's amazing because there's no way in hell i would be able to actually pay for it. i miss writing in my lj and i miss talking to my friends on aim.
so i'm back, in black of course. i'm going through something weird right now but i can't pinpoint it. i'm listening to sad music a lot again, music that i started listening to 2 1/2 years ago when i was depressed. i'm not depressed though, i still feel very happy, something just feels off in my life. i want to gage my ears again. i don't know why but i liked the way it felt and i miss it. i liked the fact that most people hated it and i loved it. i feel like i've become so commercial the past year and a half that i need to do something to find myself again.