heading up town
whew, i am feeling better! F I N A L Y
i have been working out each morning, playing wiffialball with my co-workers, and otherwise trying to take care of myself. trying to find the right balance between being a hard ass to keep the depression and anger under control (ie not letting myself get away with to much stupid shit) and letting myself get away with some stupid shit.
this morning i had a hell of a workout and am totally sore. the new ymca schedule came out and i am excited about the classes and activities they are offering. I want to swim but i get really bad ear infections if i do it a lot. at mills i tried the old ear plug trick and that worked fine. if i do it here i 1. need a bathing suite, and 2. need ear plugs and some sort of water proof watch so i dont get into my rythum, get a second wind and totally forget about work. that would be bad.
oh, and in case you read this shit a lot, you are not going crazy. i deleted a few posts the other day. i was feeling sorry for myself, angry, pissed off and otherwise overly emotional and deleted several. eh, it happens. overall no big loss. just me going off on stupid shit.
feels good to be heading up town again.
i have been working out each morning, playing wiffialball with my co-workers, and otherwise trying to take care of myself. trying to find the right balance between being a hard ass to keep the depression and anger under control (ie not letting myself get away with to much stupid shit) and letting myself get away with some stupid shit.
this morning i had a hell of a workout and am totally sore. the new ymca schedule came out and i am excited about the classes and activities they are offering. I want to swim but i get really bad ear infections if i do it a lot. at mills i tried the old ear plug trick and that worked fine. if i do it here i 1. need a bathing suite, and 2. need ear plugs and some sort of water proof watch so i dont get into my rythum, get a second wind and totally forget about work. that would be bad.
oh, and in case you read this shit a lot, you are not going crazy. i deleted a few posts the other day. i was feeling sorry for myself, angry, pissed off and otherwise overly emotional and deleted several. eh, it happens. overall no big loss. just me going off on stupid shit.
feels good to be heading up town again.