Nov 04, 2005 00:55
So I never finished the last post... seems like I don't feel like finishing anything lately. I haven't touched my car in almost a month. You'd think since I don't have any transportation that would be important. I'm just not motivated to do anything.
I've been sleeping all the time. Tuesday night I slept from 6 pm until Wednesday morning. Wednesday I slept from 5 pm until 11 am today. I'm not interested in anything. Seems like everything I am interested in, I can't have, no matter how hard I try. I feel like I've been a fish out of water. I've been flipping and flopping, bouncing around, but I'm beat laying there, gasping but the air can't save me...
I have so much more to say, but I don't even feeling like spending the time to do it anymore. I'm tired...