went to start working on Dot's apartment this afternoon. it was worse than i thought. john and terry said Dot had once admitted that she hadn't cleaned since she moved it, and it definitely showed; there were dustbunnies like mad and everything was nicotine-stained. she also neurotically hoarded groceries. actually, she neurotically hoarded ( Read more... )

( Friday )

so the reason J was so cool about things yesterday was because, in his head, we're not broken up. you know, even though he's the one who said "it's over." after that post yesterday he msged me again asking what i was doing that day, then later on called me *twice* to ask about getting together. "um... you broke up with me yesterday, remember ( Read more... )

no more guys who:-smoke ( Read more... )

so i'm gonna do myself and all of you a favor... after this, i'm not gonna talk about the J situation, at least not publicly, until he makes up his damn mind. as it stands now, i was right in my speculation that he's worried about feeling pressured about moving in together, and i told him yet again that there's no pressure and i never would have ( Read more... )

so i've been obsessing mulling over some things, and i think i have an idea what's got J all weird... he'd talked a couple times about us moving in together, and when i told him i was moving home, i let him know that this could be more feasible now. he said at the time that yes, it was something he still wanted to work toward, but i'm wondering if ( Read more... )

( ah, paranoid musings... )

i've been cooking breakfast for an hour now, and it's still not done. granted, i'm sure i could have done well with a bowl of cereal, but that's not what i had a taste for. i wanted eggs, bacon and home fries. mmm, heart attack on a plate... granted, i'll have plenty of bacon left over for the rest of the week because i didn't portion it into ( Read more... )

since i got home, i've done the following ( Read more... )

( careful, it's scary in there... )