I couldn't make it in life without these people I have got.  I may not believe in God, but I believe I have been blessed

everyday i wonder where my life is going.

what i am doing with myself.

what kind of person i want to be.

i don't know.

i am not ready to let go.

i cannot deal with her treating me like this and she not thinking it's a problem.

i can't feel like this any longer.

my plan was just to live through high school.  if i lived through high school i figured it would be as good as making all A's.  i'm still just trying to live through the end of it.
i wish this was an exaggeration.