flashing signals at the leaves

[muse]

I just sobbed so hard and long that my noises became a little hiccup. I'm working so hard, but sometimes I feel like I'm an incredible fuck-up and all the progress I made is nothing. Tonight is one of those nights, where I'm tender and tear-bruised and feeling very small and very alone. I don't express this because I need or want pity. I express these things because I feel very lost and am flickering my metaphorical flashlight at the trees, hoping to find a friend.

Or at very least another traveler.

talullah jewel