flashing signals at the leaves

[muse]

I just sobbed so hard and long that my noises became a little hiccup. I'm working so hard, but sometimes I feel like I'm an incredible fuck-up and all the progress I made is nothing. Tonight is one of those nights, where I'm tender and tear-bruised and feeling very small and very alone. I don't express this because I need or want pity. I

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...and finding, for a moment, the girl who wanders the wild worlds with a mirror...

[13_tezcatlipoca]

You are too strong and brilliant for me to cast my pity at you like a grey face in the crowd throwing coins at a goddess

[n5iln]

Seems you're not alone in being alone...

(with apologies to Sting)

[razz]

Did I ever tell you that one of my favorite life moments comes from a moment in the woods when I stilled my breathe and calmed my heart enough to catch a glimpse and feel the warming glow of a firefly for my first time? True story! Just like then, I'd watch your blink forever if you'd allow my rusty shine to stare so hopefully back.

At the least, I would sit here at my window, all night in my pajamas, keeping watch for you and with you and beeping back at you through the woods, all the way until dawn.

[ravengirl]

Life makes us large and small by turns, small blue balls of curled up human frailty. I love your heart, good soul, and know you will return with strength and vim.

[smartlikeatruck]

You are so not alone. the world loves you, girl. Let it.