long time no see
soooooo only like two of you still use this, and i guess this must be to you... i haven't been even CLOSE to keeping updated on here.... but in hindsight that is probably a good thing.
looking back my livejournal became my place to vent about lindsay, and it really is filled with some of my best work lol...
and sure, things are better but i still want whatever guy she is with dead... i still cant keep her out of my head for more than a few days at a time, and i have cut all contact with her for almost a year now.... wtf right????
i find other girls... i've been on a few dates at least but nothing worth while or at least nothing that turned into anything...... its like when she left she took the fucking part of me that people fall for... i know thats crazy and all in my head but it was the best way to express how i feel what is happening...
and i know all the "theres a girl out there for you" shtick.... but i dont even want to find the girl for me now, i just want to find another girl to help me fuck up the last few things i need to fuck up so i can learn whatever the hell it is i need to learn to find THAT girl...
its been too damn long... i forgot how much i like typing to the aether...
and now i really dont have to worry about random prying eyes reading ;-)
maybe im back???
"the man, the myth, the legend...............'cause i'm drew fry goddammitt"
damn that ^ felt good :-)
looking back my livejournal became my place to vent about lindsay, and it really is filled with some of my best work lol...
and sure, things are better but i still want whatever guy she is with dead... i still cant keep her out of my head for more than a few days at a time, and i have cut all contact with her for almost a year now.... wtf right????
i find other girls... i've been on a few dates at least but nothing worth while or at least nothing that turned into anything...... its like when she left she took the fucking part of me that people fall for... i know thats crazy and all in my head but it was the best way to express how i feel what is happening...
and i know all the "theres a girl out there for you" shtick.... but i dont even want to find the girl for me now, i just want to find another girl to help me fuck up the last few things i need to fuck up so i can learn whatever the hell it is i need to learn to find THAT girl...
its been too damn long... i forgot how much i like typing to the aether...
and now i really dont have to worry about random prying eyes reading ;-)
maybe im back???
"the man, the myth, the legend...............'cause i'm drew fry goddammitt"
damn that ^ felt good :-)