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yeah. I'm gonna puke. I'm sure my imagination is worse than reality. But in the past, it was dead fucking on. Trust is such a fucked up thing. It's a wonderful thing. And it hurts more than anything when it might be stepped on. It's like gout. So much potential and you hit a pivotal moment when things can either go right down the shitter or everything will just be ok. I suppose that even after everything goes down the shitter it somehow ends up ok. That's semi-comforting. shit.