Jul 09, 2004 00:32
fuck this shit, fuck this shit, fuck this shit. I am at the end of my rope with this shit and I can't take it anymore. Those of you who are not in relationships, stay the fuck away from them. All they do is make you sick to your stomach, worry, and shit. Is there anyone in this world who can go out and drink, have fun and go the fuck home? Does everyone have to overdo it? God damn it. Maybe I'm lame and fucking stupid. Out with friends, that's cool. She came home at least. But she's passed the fuck out and is wearing some button with a photo of her and some guy on it. I don't think she cheated on me, but what the fuck? Umm. I can't take it. I really fucking can't and that really sucks because other than this thing we have an awesome relationship. I'm losing my mind and I probably deserve to be alone.