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[msparker]

yeah. I'm gonna puke. I'm sure my imagination is worse than reality. But in the past, it was dead fucking on. Trust is such a fucked up thing. It's a wonderful thing. And it hurts more than anything when it might be stepped on. It's like gout. So much potential and you hit a pivotal moment when things can either go right down the shitter or

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[melena]

:(

My sentences don't make sense. Be nice.

[yourfriendgoo]

Hmmm, I've learned that it's better to kick the shit out of your imagination before you act as a result of it. I've messed up a lot of things in my life because I just could NOT trust someone. I thought I did, but it's really hard to do that when you don't like yourself all that much. My thoughts were basically, "I'm not attractive, I'm not fun... Why is she with ME? I am easily disposable" and so I just ruined a really good thing.

Sorry, I'm trying to make a point but I don't know if it came across all that well. Either way, I just wanted you to know that I read what you write, and try to offer some words.

-Amy

Re: My sentences don't make sense. Be nice.

[msparker]

I can completely relate to that. Thank you, your words mean a lot. And everything is A-OK today. I over-reacted in a big way. Just as you said...I tried to rationalize and succeeded in a very tiny way, but I guess that's a step. I gotta stop with my imagination and worst-case scenario horseshit. Thank you, thank you, thank you!