i hate this feeling.

the feeling of "i'm not good enough.."

it's the worse feeling in the world.

it hurts worse than any pain you could ever throw my way.

and i don't know what to do about it.

why am i not good enough? why..

so..pretty much the last 24 hours have been pure hell ( Read more... )

to the person who put a blue bg on my LJ..mind making it pink? hahaha.

okay someone messed with my journal..where did this blue background come from??

anyone know...?

this women's work by maxwell has been on repeat for the past hour.

i don't even know what to do with myself anymore..

so, it's 8. i'm supposed to be watching the state of the union address bc i have to write a summary on it tomm. well, i'm taping it. i don't feel like watching it right now. i'll watch it before i go to bed & take notes. that way it'll put me to sleep ( Read more... )

i just realized how i don't ever write in this thing. i think it's because i think it's ugly. i want a cute LJ. but on to an actual entry..i had a very lazy weekend ( Read more... )

so, i'm in the library. bored. got ntohing to do for like, 5 minutes until i go back to photography & then go to lunch. i leave mrs. black's class every freakin' day. it's so boring. i hate photography now, it used to be fun, but now all we do is sit there. i come in here to visit leeanah but now she's back in class..so yeah. i need to start ( Read more... )

soo..i did something really stupid ( Read more... )

You know what ( Read more... )