(no subject)
You know what?
I am SO sick of being nice to everyone
then gettin absolute shit in return.
i hate the fact that i sit there & forgive easily
then let people walk back all over me
why do i do this?
WHY?
you think i'd learn to wise up once in awhile..
well..
i'm here to tell everyone,
i've wised up.
do NOT think i'm just going to sit back while everyone
& their mom walks all over me
thinking i'm just going to be like
"oh it's okay" when they're all nice to me..
NO.
i can't play that shit anymore,
i'm a senior in highschool
fixing to graduate
fixing to be out there in the real world
you think pple can let this happen out in the big world?
psh, no!
they say
fuck you
& move on with their lives..
i'm sorry that absolutely none of you know what the hell i'm talking about
& i'm sorry
but, i'm very very hurt/mad/pissed right now that i had to write this SOMEWHERE.
basically, there's certain pple out there
who think they can do whatever the hell they want to me
then think i'm guna forgive them when they tell me what i wana hear
i don't work like that anymore.
i just don't.
it's unhealthy.
also, something else has been really bothering me..
some people who used to be my friends
well, everyone knows..they're not anymore.
honestly, i kinsda know why one of them is mad (but we coulda worked it out..honestly.)
but the other 2..shouldn't even be mad @ me.
i didn't do anything to them.
it bothers me.
i don't like people who get mad @ one person..bc the other friend is mad @ them?
whatever.
who needs em?
i don't.
anyways,
this entry was mostly to tell the world that little miss forgiving too easily doesn't work like that ANYMORE
so it ends. here.
I am SO sick of being nice to everyone
then gettin absolute shit in return.
i hate the fact that i sit there & forgive easily
then let people walk back all over me
why do i do this?
WHY?
you think i'd learn to wise up once in awhile..
well..
i'm here to tell everyone,
i've wised up.
do NOT think i'm just going to sit back while everyone
& their mom walks all over me
thinking i'm just going to be like
"oh it's okay" when they're all nice to me..
NO.
i can't play that shit anymore,
i'm a senior in highschool
fixing to graduate
fixing to be out there in the real world
you think pple can let this happen out in the big world?
psh, no!
they say
fuck you
& move on with their lives..
i'm sorry that absolutely none of you know what the hell i'm talking about
& i'm sorry
but, i'm very very hurt/mad/pissed right now that i had to write this SOMEWHERE.
basically, there's certain pple out there
who think they can do whatever the hell they want to me
then think i'm guna forgive them when they tell me what i wana hear
i don't work like that anymore.
i just don't.
it's unhealthy.
also, something else has been really bothering me..
some people who used to be my friends
well, everyone knows..they're not anymore.
honestly, i kinsda know why one of them is mad (but we coulda worked it out..honestly.)
but the other 2..shouldn't even be mad @ me.
i didn't do anything to them.
it bothers me.
i don't like people who get mad @ one person..bc the other friend is mad @ them?
whatever.
who needs em?
i don't.
anyways,
this entry was mostly to tell the world that little miss forgiving too easily doesn't work like that ANYMORE
so it ends. here.