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Sep 16, 2009 23:00

(pss, I typed this out at 2am last night when I couldn't sleep, so pardon whatever)

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Althought I hate to admit it, but watching fireproof was one lesson I really could learn from.. Bad acting, blatant puns straight out from the bible and the fact I thought it was a movie about firemen and all that jazz aside, I thought it was actually pretty touching.
The main thing that I got out form the movie was that I could never love another person until I knew what the meaning of love was. While it may seem too easy a word for all of us, seeing that at this age, in this time, we would have kinda sorta maybe loved someone before, it is actually quite a difficult concept for most of us to grasp.

One things for sure, I cannot handle the entirety of it. I dont want to preach, because I as hell know that I ain't in no position to go around being all high and almighty, but I do really want to point out how many of us try to love (seeing that we are creatures of love, made in and by love) but we do not know the right way to do so.  I am sure many personal experiences/friends' oath about over possessive girlfriends/boyfriends, extreme jealousy and drama breaking loose every other day would seem common enough for many of us, but I guess, sometimes hearing these things/experiencing them for myself really turns me off this whole relationship thing. I really want to learn to love another person the right way, but I know it's impossible to do that without another's guidance. And I don't mean from friends either. Yes, I can learn from them, from their mistakes and the good, but at the end of the road, I know God can really teach me these things proper.

It sucks to know that at the end of the day, I do have to go back to him, I don't mean it in a bad way, but it seems so pointless for this revolt then, and of course I do rather hate admitting that I am wrong, so yea.

Ok, I digress. The point is, the movie really did made me learn quite a few lessons in love, and I hope those of you who have the chance to watch it, to do so, because well, sappy happy endings aside, the tumultuous journey, that the couple went  through, is sadly, what most of us are going to face down this road of love.

Ha, love, what is it really, that makes us yearn for it, and yet not be able to learn the truth of it eh?

relationships, love, god

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