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[mrfuckmaster]

I keep trying to forget about you abby, but then you just randomly pop into my thoughts. You don't deserve space in my mind anymore. Of course I will never forget the good times we had and I will always be angry with you for leaving me when I loved you so much, but I am trying to let you go so I can be at peace with you. But then you invade my thoughts and emotions at work, and I get to thinking about those really magical times, and it makes me miss you. And in turn, despise you. I don't want to do that.

We might never see each other again, but I don't want my memory of you to be all bad. You were, after all, one of my best friends.

sigh