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life is really stressful. the new job is really sucking/depressing me. luckily the president said he might have something better in store for me... he might just be blowing smoke up my ass.
I'm just so grateful I have my mom to help me through all of this. She is pretty much the only reason I stay alive.
I feel like ally has forgotten me. And didn't feel bad about it. I miss leigh a lot, but I don't think the feeling is mutual. I feel like most of my school friends are slipping away from me. I want to be concerned about that but I just can't find the time.
I sit here listening to planet 54 and need to go to bed, but I just wonder why everyone puts up with this day in and day out. constantly.
i just don't know why. but i sure wish i won the lottery. I really want my mom to be able to not have to work and be stress free too. I want to be close to someone without having the stress and predictable, useless, and pathetic path of a "relationship" laid out in front of me. I just want to love someone who only wants to love me, and desires absolutely nothing more. A perpetual girlfriend.
I always feel lost inside
I'm just so grateful I have my mom to help me through all of this. She is pretty much the only reason I stay alive.
I feel like ally has forgotten me. And didn't feel bad about it. I miss leigh a lot, but I don't think the feeling is mutual. I feel like most of my school friends are slipping away from me. I want to be concerned about that but I just can't find the time.
I sit here listening to planet 54 and need to go to bed, but I just wonder why everyone puts up with this day in and day out. constantly.
i just don't know why. but i sure wish i won the lottery. I really want my mom to be able to not have to work and be stress free too. I want to be close to someone without having the stress and predictable, useless, and pathetic path of a "relationship" laid out in front of me. I just want to love someone who only wants to love me, and desires absolutely nothing more. A perpetual girlfriend.
I always feel lost inside