Jun 15, 2005 21:19
It's crazy how attached you can get to kids even though they bother and annoy you every single day. I love my babies...soooo much. And it's gonna be so hard a week from today when I am watching my boyz graduate 5th grade, and see my little ones go onto 1st and 2nd grade, without me. I feel like I am a mother to about 500 kids....I listen to them, comfort them when they get hurt, share in their happiness, and cry with them when they are sad. It's so hard....and to think I might not see them next year if I'm not working there..breaks my fuckin' heart. I love them, with all my heart.
Tomorrow is REALLY going to be hard for me. I have to say goodbye to the love of my life, forever. I'm sure you all know who I mean. Tomorrow is Emilio's last day at Magnet Kindgom and he's not going to be there for Graduation because he's spendin' the whole summer in Puerto Rico and is leaving Sunday. He makes me laugh sooo hard, and even though he's in 5th grade..he's got the mind and humor of friends my age. I can't believe the year is already over and I'm gonna be missin' my ghetto baby love like WHOA!!!
We've had some crazy ass times this year, and it's just SO sad!!! I almost started crying today! We were talking about it today and I was like.."Emilio, I'm never gonna see you again after tomorrow!!" And I think he really got sad! For the rest of the day he sat with me holdin' my hand on the bench and bein' the sweetest boy ever! Even though Amber thinks he was doing it for other reasons...hahahaaah. Hey, fine with me! (hahahaah:) He was lookin' at Amber and my pictures from last summer (tear) and was being sooo funny!!!! "Can I have this picture?!?!?" hahaha.
'Damn, your boobs are bigger than your head!!'
'Why you lookin?!?!?'
'I can't help it, they are just THERE' hahahahaha
I love my boy. Tomorrow I'm gonna tell him to hit me up when it's not illegal. hahahaah
God! I'm startin' to tear up!! I'm out...
XoXo Maris <3