May 3rd
(livejournal was being a crawtch when I wrote this, so i put it in word and saved it for when livejournal worked again. so here it is. only a teensie bit delayed.)
This weekend was good and bad. Saturday was ok. I drove all day. That’s what it seemed like. Katelyns-work-katelyns-jennifers-JPs-jennifers-kelleys-kelleys-jordanroddys-kelleys-kelleys-my house-melindas-udderly delicious- melindas-home-kelleys-kelleys. Yeah. I went a lot of places. The pre-prom pot lot picnic/ RHPS party was fun tho. Everyone was pretty. And then they went to the prom and I took linder to ice cream for like 5 minutes. And then Kristi and jordanroddy who are good kids and went back to kelleys instead of going to Someplace else. (the actual place, not a general ‘somplace’) and we went swimming and waited for everyone to get there. And it was warm. And it was fun. And then jordanroddy had to be home so Kristi took him. And when she got back we were all dead tired. We didn’t clean up much. But we left for kelleys other house. And Kristi and I went straight to sleep without even staying up to be curious about where Kelley was. And in the morning I asked and we all vaguely remembered kelleys mom coming in and saying something. But maybe we all dreamed it. We weren’t sure. In any case I went to church after that and then to JPs to finish the project. It was fun. But no nap. and then the news came. “hello?” “yes is this whitney?” “yes.” “hey whitney this is mr stiles” “oh hey mr stiles” “how was your weekend” “pretty good and yours” “it was alright.. uh hey listen I’ve got the news you’ve been wanting to hear” “oh really?” “yeah and you got the leadership position that you wanted” “REALLY?!?!” “ yes, I’m going to make you section leader for this year” “oh.” “yes” “oh um. Good. Can you tell me who did make drum major” “ casey and Nicole.” “oh. Um ok” “well I’ll see you tomorrow. Congratulations” “thanks. Bye” that sucked. I really wanted to get that. And besides that was two weeks of my life that I’ve wasted now. And grr I dunno its not that I’m mad that I didn’t get it I’m just mad that it wasn’t chelsie either like I has suspected. Nicole was just the last person I expected to get it. Next to Cameron. Anyways. Its not a big deal. In the words of JP “somebody had to lose” and that’s when I realized. Of coarse Nicole got it. Because if I got it that would make me the winner. And life doesn’t like whitney enough for me to ever be the winner of anything. so that’s why. But also more in depth reasoning brought me to the actual conclusion. Ok. There were 5 of us. Cameron Casey Chelsie, Nicole and myself. Cameron was never going to get it. It was never an option. Casey was obviously the best choice from the beginning. He’s the only one with experience and hes the guy. And I think stiles really wanted a guy to be the drum major. At least one of them. Anyways. Chelsie couldn’t be drum major because we desperately need good trumpets. And stiles even told us this. And he couldn’t pick me because with me AND casey gone the clarinets would have no leadership. And he wanted casey band enough that he really didn’t NEED me. Which leaves the only possibility. And that’s why stiles picked them. Which is why I’m not that upset about it anymore. Because I know now. And I’m pretty much ok with it. Well theres my weekly update. Long and to the point. So I’ll leave you with that. I love you kids.
This weekend was good and bad. Saturday was ok. I drove all day. That’s what it seemed like. Katelyns-work-katelyns-jennifers-JPs-jennifers-kelleys-kelleys-jordanroddys-kelleys-kelleys-my house-melindas-udderly delicious- melindas-home-kelleys-kelleys. Yeah. I went a lot of places. The pre-prom pot lot picnic/ RHPS party was fun tho. Everyone was pretty. And then they went to the prom and I took linder to ice cream for like 5 minutes. And then Kristi and jordanroddy who are good kids and went back to kelleys instead of going to Someplace else. (the actual place, not a general ‘somplace’) and we went swimming and waited for everyone to get there. And it was warm. And it was fun. And then jordanroddy had to be home so Kristi took him. And when she got back we were all dead tired. We didn’t clean up much. But we left for kelleys other house. And Kristi and I went straight to sleep without even staying up to be curious about where Kelley was. And in the morning I asked and we all vaguely remembered kelleys mom coming in and saying something. But maybe we all dreamed it. We weren’t sure. In any case I went to church after that and then to JPs to finish the project. It was fun. But no nap. and then the news came. “hello?” “yes is this whitney?” “yes.” “hey whitney this is mr stiles” “oh hey mr stiles” “how was your weekend” “pretty good and yours” “it was alright.. uh hey listen I’ve got the news you’ve been wanting to hear” “oh really?” “yeah and you got the leadership position that you wanted” “REALLY?!?!” “ yes, I’m going to make you section leader for this year” “oh.” “yes” “oh um. Good. Can you tell me who did make drum major” “ casey and Nicole.” “oh. Um ok” “well I’ll see you tomorrow. Congratulations” “thanks. Bye” that sucked. I really wanted to get that. And besides that was two weeks of my life that I’ve wasted now. And grr I dunno its not that I’m mad that I didn’t get it I’m just mad that it wasn’t chelsie either like I has suspected. Nicole was just the last person I expected to get it. Next to Cameron. Anyways. Its not a big deal. In the words of JP “somebody had to lose” and that’s when I realized. Of coarse Nicole got it. Because if I got it that would make me the winner. And life doesn’t like whitney enough for me to ever be the winner of anything. so that’s why. But also more in depth reasoning brought me to the actual conclusion. Ok. There were 5 of us. Cameron Casey Chelsie, Nicole and myself. Cameron was never going to get it. It was never an option. Casey was obviously the best choice from the beginning. He’s the only one with experience and hes the guy. And I think stiles really wanted a guy to be the drum major. At least one of them. Anyways. Chelsie couldn’t be drum major because we desperately need good trumpets. And stiles even told us this. And he couldn’t pick me because with me AND casey gone the clarinets would have no leadership. And he wanted casey band enough that he really didn’t NEED me. Which leaves the only possibility. And that’s why stiles picked them. Which is why I’m not that upset about it anymore. Because I know now. And I’m pretty much ok with it. Well theres my weekly update. Long and to the point. So I’ll leave you with that. I love you kids.