my weekly update
I decided, for hayleys sake to update again. ya know for the week. so maybe this might even be a long one. maybe. I do feel like telling you guys all about my life lately. it's been really great. I feel like I'm starting to become a person that I really like being around. I think thats a good thing because i kinda hafta be around me alot. and I think its a good thing also because maybe if I like myself more than more people who aren't me will like me more. well. people who are also not my parents. because lately they seem to not like me either. and I don't like them lately either. I don't like them for not liking me. and I even more don't like that for not liking JP. and picking every chance they get to yell at me about him and one day I'm going to yell back and tell them that I couldn't care any less about what they think about him, or about me for that matter because I am who I am whether or not they like that person. and JP is my best friend and the most wonderful person in my life. I look up to him. I admire him so much and I love everything about him. and I really don't care one bit what they think of it. everything else aside from my parents is really great. I'm starting to realize little happy things that happen to me all the time. like smiles in the hall from a friend who I miss, or when the guy at the bojangles drive-thru when he calls me sweetheart, or spinny-hugs with melinda, or laughing at completely stupid stuff at lunch because even if it is stupid its great because when hayley laughs she smiles really big and she looks so cute. and it makes me excited that I'm gonna be in concert choir next year with alex and hayley. because I like them. even if alex isn't "normal anymore" accoridng to whoever it was that said that. normality is completely overrated. but also I think being different if overrated as well. because there are people who try too hard to be different. and then they only stand out because they look stupid. but i like who I am. I don't know how I would label myself like, like in some sort of 'group' or ya know like a uh 'category' (air quotes) but i am going to get a license plate that says BANDNRD and i think my car will be pimped out then. or I'll feel pimped out. yes. I said pimped out. I'm cool ok? on a similar note I'm excited about the dinner tomorrow. I think it'll be fun. i've never fondued before. where have a heard that word before.... OH YEAH. omg. snizz and fondue. from KABLAM! remember? the little mousy things. the cartoon? I didn't like that show very much. I liked snizz and fondue but I didn't like prometheus(?) and bob. it scared me. I don't like aliens. and that other claymation one. it was just wierd. and action league now. I didn't like that either. television reminiscence. well ya know, I'm tired and a bath sounds in order. I'll be back next week to tell you all about my life again. I know you're on the edge of your seats waiting. i love you kids. honestly. and I especially love you. night.