For those of you that know me...here goes ( Read more... )

well i think i am crazy...i've been nothing but a pissy person for the past 24 hours and i can't get out of it...i've given my husband(still weird to say that) the silent treatment since yesterday. and its like i can't stop....i've done well today with eating. iam getting closer and closer to only eating 300-400 cals which is what i was at when i ( Read more... )

right now i should be in bed but i can't sleep. i hate everything right now and i have no idea why....i am angry because because why? i have no idea. i hate the way i feel, the way i look, the way that my life is moving faster than i ever intended it to move. i hate my career....i hate that i am scared and deep down i've always been scared and ( Read more... )

went into the kitchen as an old habit...opened the fridge and dad comes in YOU JUST ATE! yeah your right dad i did.....left the kitchen...he obviously didn't notice i've lost about 10 pounds. well whatever, it got me outta there so thanks dad

right now i am at 300 calories for the day and i am hungry....  actually starving....i haven't felt like this lately so i have no idea why i am.  i had a grapefruit this morning....only half of it, could that be why?  i haven't had breakfast in a long time and i hear that eating grapefruit speeds up your metabolism.....so is that way today i am so ( Read more... )

In about one hour i have to go to my other job, where I am a nanny, the worst part of it is getting her snack ready, it is so hard not to eat something then.  But beyond all that is actually feeding her, I worry she's going to be fat I hate having to feed her all the processed foods  she wont eat fruit or veggies her diet is awful it makes me sick ( Read more... )

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