Feb 18, 2012 09:49
If you really want your attitude to change, can you will it to change? I really want to think that it's possible, but I'm not sure if I have the will power all of the time.
Last night was a lot of fun. We had a bonfire for Max's last day and smoked ourselves into oblivion. I think I'm still baffled by how well we get along sometimes.
I'm still pretty sad, and part of this is perpetuated by the amount of alcohol and weed consumed/smoked last night...
Garrett was talking about leaving China early, he's not attached to China or what he's doing. I don't know if he will, but we'll see. Part of me is all in and I'm willing to leave in a heartbeat at the moment, but I still feel like I have a loyalty to here. We need to talk about it more.
I can barely straighten or lift my arms... The workout that we did was pretty ridiculous.