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So I woke up this morning with the realization that I want absolutely nothing to do with today. Opening my eyes and getting out of bed almost instantly made me want to throw up.
I really don't want to be responsible for running this trip, I'm not an out in front personality. I suck at organizing kids and I suck at getting people psyched for things. I have no desire to run this school trips thing and I didn't realize it until I started doing it.
I need to organize lunch this morning for the two customers and I really can't be bothered to go to the market early and buy fruit even though I'm up. I don't have the bike and my foot still hurts a ton.
I'll probably go anyways.
I'm fucking tired and I want to be done with this job.... Honestly today I want to go home. I want to go home, crawl into bed with a large cheese and tomato pizza from Pines of Rome and sleep/read/watch bad tv. I want a good job that makes decent money and a house somewhere that I like living. If I'm with someone I want to be with someone who likes me and lets me know that they do. I want to be as in love with them as they are with me most of the time. I want affection and understanding. If I'm not with someone, I want to be active and have a social life that I choose and not one that I have to continually be a part of.
The ab workout we did yesterday was/is killer. My body feels like shiiiiiit.
Ok, I need to buy fruit, open the store and get the ball fucking rolling.
I really don't want to be responsible for running this trip, I'm not an out in front personality. I suck at organizing kids and I suck at getting people psyched for things. I have no desire to run this school trips thing and I didn't realize it until I started doing it.
I need to organize lunch this morning for the two customers and I really can't be bothered to go to the market early and buy fruit even though I'm up. I don't have the bike and my foot still hurts a ton.
I'll probably go anyways.
I'm fucking tired and I want to be done with this job.... Honestly today I want to go home. I want to go home, crawl into bed with a large cheese and tomato pizza from Pines of Rome and sleep/read/watch bad tv. I want a good job that makes decent money and a house somewhere that I like living. If I'm with someone I want to be with someone who likes me and lets me know that they do. I want to be as in love with them as they are with me most of the time. I want affection and understanding. If I'm not with someone, I want to be active and have a social life that I choose and not one that I have to continually be a part of.
The ab workout we did yesterday was/is killer. My body feels like shiiiiiit.
Ok, I need to buy fruit, open the store and get the ball fucking rolling.