I'm off
I don't know why, but today was a really down day. I didn't really have problems with my students, and nor with the curriculum, nor did I have a bad day anywhere else. But it was ugh. And I still feel that way. I should've gone shopping right after work for a new shower head, and food for my dragon, but I just didn't feel like it. And when I got home, I didn't even feel like watching tv, just going to sleep. I'm depressed, and I don't even know why.
I wasn't really depressed by the break-up, and I had fun last night hanging out with Darrin. I don't even feel like calling people. I just want to sleep through the rest of today and into tomorrow. That's bad. I've been exercising more, there has been less stress at work, and I've been hanging out with friends, so what the hell is going on? I've been taking my drugs too. Damnit. I don't want to up my dosage again. I've been putting off going to my pyschologist, and I don't want to go! Damn! Damn! Damn!
I'm gonna go make brownies or something. I probably don't even have enough energy or drive to do that. Damn.
I wasn't really depressed by the break-up, and I had fun last night hanging out with Darrin. I don't even feel like calling people. I just want to sleep through the rest of today and into tomorrow. That's bad. I've been exercising more, there has been less stress at work, and I've been hanging out with friends, so what the hell is going on? I've been taking my drugs too. Damnit. I don't want to up my dosage again. I've been putting off going to my pyschologist, and I don't want to go! Damn! Damn! Damn!
I'm gonna go make brownies or something. I probably don't even have enough energy or drive to do that. Damn.