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so, i have made a big decision in my life. it's not the one i ever, ever wanted to make. but i needed to move on. and suddenly, i'm able to sleep and i'm eating again. maybe i can gain back the 11 pounds i'm still down since christmas haha. well, ok maybe not all of them. :)
i realized this weekend that i am who i am. i'm not perfect, no matter how much people want me to be. i have had the dr. seuss quote in my head all day: "those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind". that always makes me think of the rent song "take me for what i am...take me or leave me..." that's exactly how i feel now. i realized that i can make my own decisions about my life like if i am going to hang out with certain people or have a drink or what dress i can wear to a party. no one should ever be able to dictate those decisions in my life. you may not ever have noticed, but i'm a pretty independent person. i'm ready to roll with the punches and see what life has to offer me.
as i said, that was never the decision i wanted to make, but i am ready to get behind the steering wheel of my life and now, i am realizing how much more stressfree it is to just be myself and not care what people are thinking. if you want to climb aboard too that's fine, but watch out world...megan's back!
i realized this weekend that i am who i am. i'm not perfect, no matter how much people want me to be. i have had the dr. seuss quote in my head all day: "those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind". that always makes me think of the rent song "take me for what i am...take me or leave me..." that's exactly how i feel now. i realized that i can make my own decisions about my life like if i am going to hang out with certain people or have a drink or what dress i can wear to a party. no one should ever be able to dictate those decisions in my life. you may not ever have noticed, but i'm a pretty independent person. i'm ready to roll with the punches and see what life has to offer me.
as i said, that was never the decision i wanted to make, but i am ready to get behind the steering wheel of my life and now, i am realizing how much more stressfree it is to just be myself and not care what people are thinking. if you want to climb aboard too that's fine, but watch out world...megan's back!