So, I sang in church Sunday, which meant I had to actually go inside the building. I haven't been for ages. Months even. At least before I went to London, I think. But as I walked in, the building did not collapse into a pile of rubble, lightning did not strike me, and no one in the congregation stood up and pointed at me and said "Burn the witch ( Read more... )

(I have posted this before on my other blog, but since it died, here it is. I think it's good enough for a repeat.)

I have never felt more lost or more alone on the spiritual path than I do right now. It's a scary feeling, a very scary feeling, to feel so adrift in my beliefs, to feel so confused about which way to proceed.

Occasionally I will ( Read more... )

I am a faithful person about a lot of things- checking my email, calling Mom every week, going to Olive Garden once a month, etc. One of the things I am not faithful about, ironically, is going to church. There are reasons for that, way too many to post here with enough explanation so that they can be understood, but I do know I'm not alone in this ( Read more... )