I am eternally grateful to have the friends and family that I do ( Read more... )

Ahhh nooo my extra icons and paid account expired. Le sad. Back down to 15 icons. I used to have 100, man. xD ( Read more... )

Why oh why do I sometimes browse my ex’s tumblr ( Read more... )

I have school and work tomorrow, I really ought to sleep. All I want to do is watch Grey's Anatomy and knit. Boo ( Read more... )

I have this big scrapbook kicking about that I originally bought to fill with stuff for Erynn. I had a fair few pages done already when she left me. Ripped out said pages and dumped them in the trash. The book has been lying empty ever since ( Read more... )

I am having a not-so-great week, I'm in a not-so-great mood, and when this happens, I dwell on things. Which is generally not a good thing, but there it is. I felt compelled to go back and look at my facebook wall back when Erynn and I crashed and burned spectacularly. It's weird, it's been nine months, and I don't miss her, I'm over the ( Read more... )

I know I take things too personally sometimes.
But that's what happens when you're bullied while you grow up. You're left with thin and raw skin, and stripped of all self-confidence.
Being treated like dirt by people I thought loved me later on in life certainly hasn't helped, either.

There. I said it.

I could really do with being held while I cry. Just for a while.

I wish I could unload all the pain somehow, without feeling like my reasons for feeling depressed are stupid.

Who was it that suggested I get the White Horse of Rohan tattooed in white ink rather than black? I'm starting to kind of love that idea. ♥♥

Especially because then it wouldn't be as in-your-face as with black ink if I decide to place it on my chest, and also, well, white ink for a white horse seems fitting.

PONDER PONDER.

Someone anonymously complained to me on tumblr about the cryptic posts I make sometimes, both there and here, accusing me of fishing for attention, etc ( Read more... )