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Sooo.. nothing new. Ha. My mom went psycho the other day and yelled at me to get out. Oookk.. so I did. I did for real this time, no going back. She is so completely out of her mind, I don't know who she thinks she is, but its all gonna come back to her eventually. People that act like that, people that are assholes.. it all comes back to 'em eventually. Karma is a bitch. She runs her mouth and tells everyone I'm so 'disrespectful', and that I'm not gonna graduate and all this bullshit.. I know I have my share of problems, everyone does.. but she doesn't have to make up lies about me to try and make me look bad. Christ, shes so nosey that she actually opened up my mail.. Big deal, I got stopped at a DUI checkpoint, there was weed in the car.. so I took the blame. I'm not gonna be like "oh its HIS" and point to one of my friends. I was a bigger person, I took the blame, I paid the fine, its done and over. She needs to find things to hold over my head to try and make me look bad. She can get the whole world agaisnt me, but in reality.. I know who the better person is. Lying and manipulating, dealing and doing drugs might get you by for a while, but it certainly doesn't equal to a good person. Especially not a person I ever want to be like. Some role model, some mother. I don't need people like that in my life, its nothing but problems. I shouldn't have to kiss anyones ass to have them love me or accept me. Take me or leave me, and she's obviously made her choice.
Right now I really don't feel like I belong anywhere.. It's a shitty feeling, and it comes around every now and then, so I'm kinda used to it. My dad and Cindy are awesome, but no place really feels like home. Sometimes no *one* feels like home.. And I hate it when I start feeling that way, but I guess in reality.. the only person you'll ever really have is yourself. All this shit really sucks right now but everythings gonna work out eventually, it has to. Good things happent to good people, so I'll just wait for my time, and in the meantime I'll just feel bad for all of the assholes that are trying, or actually causing problems in my life. They need to get a life [that doesn't involve sitting around without a job doin drugs]
Right now I really don't feel like I belong anywhere.. It's a shitty feeling, and it comes around every now and then, so I'm kinda used to it. My dad and Cindy are awesome, but no place really feels like home. Sometimes no *one* feels like home.. And I hate it when I start feeling that way, but I guess in reality.. the only person you'll ever really have is yourself. All this shit really sucks right now but everythings gonna work out eventually, it has to. Good things happent to good people, so I'll just wait for my time, and in the meantime I'll just feel bad for all of the assholes that are trying, or actually causing problems in my life. They need to get a life [that doesn't involve sitting around without a job doin drugs]