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I know I've always been easily amused, it doesnt really take much to please me. Lately, however, I have been even more easily amused when something does happen, for the fact that nothing really goes on anymore. I wish I had gone to college, if nothing but for the social experience. Life after highschool is lonely and boring, I've been choosing to sleep my days away for lack of better things to do. The small space that I do live in is never clean, my car is a mess, I still haven't unpacked from when I went to Florida in September, haha, what the hell is wrong with me. I have no motivation, even for the stuff that will benefit me. The only thing I did look forward to was work and now even that can't give me a reason to wanna get off the couch in the morning. Oh, and did I mention that I'm still sleeping on a couch? Give me one reason why I'd even wanna go home. I feel like such an outcast, like theres no one who I can relate to, or rather.. they don't want to relate to me. I need something new, I'd like to go to a new place, those are always exciting. Florida for 10 days was amazing, I wish I could go back. Maybe I will...? Even if it's not exciting forever, at least i can say I did it. Hell, I need to do something.