Title:Catch Me
Pairing: HoMin, SeKai
Authors:
monick87 &
dc_flagLength: 9/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Smut, angst, violence, bad language
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired loosely in the anime Elfen Lied.
Summary: Being afraid of what you don´t understand is natural. The secret is in doing your best to understand it.
Neun
“Hyung, I need you to try to hide your presence right now.”
Changmin recognized that voice as he rubbed his temples and opened his eyes. “This is getting really old,” he said after he realized he didn’t know where the fuck he was.
He saw Kai looking intently at him.
“Hyung, try to hide it right now and hopefully Chanyeol is in such emotional distress that he won’t notice you’re here,” Kai explained.
Changmin did as told. “I’m thirsty,” he said, licking his lips. “What the fuck happened?” He asked his dongsaeng as he still held his head in his hands.
Kai smiled. “Hyung, you’re back!” He exclaimed, hugging Changmin slightly, who froze but smiled as well, patting Kai’s back.
“Yeah, yeah. Now, care to explain things to me?” Changmin asked, wanting to know whatever Kai had to tell him now. “My head hurts like hell! The last thing I remember was my Yunnie hyung in and on top of me.”
Max.
Something clicked inside Changmin’s head, and he looked at his friend. “Who the fuck is Max?”
Kai sighed. “Well, apparently the corp really fucked you up or something and you developed another personality called Max,” he explained carefully. “So Max is you.”
Changmin looked at him with unreadable eyes. “You’re fucking with me, right?” He laughed. “Now, seriously, tell me what the fuck is this happening to me? Why I can’t fucking seem to remember anything?!”
“I told you. Because apparently you have another personality called Max. I’ve seen it myself!” Kai argued. “He isn’t like you. I’ve seen him interact with your hyung, and he seems almost stupidly naïve.”
“No, no. There must be another kind of explanation. I can’t have another personality!” Changmin exclaimed. “There must be another reason why Yunho had called me Max. I must’ve found him in another way, and I just forgot, somehow…” he stopped. It all made sense: the blackouts, the memory lost, the headaches, the dizziness, the confusion, the way Yunho seemed to adore him so much.
Of course Yunho wouldn’t love a monster like him.
Changmin laughed sadly. Yes, he had bonded with his love one, but he didn’t own Yunho’s heart. What would Yunho think when he knew that Max wasn’t Max? That he was just a part of Changmin’s self. “I guess it was too good to be true,” he mumbled. “Tell me, Kai. Do I…no. Does Max look happy?”
Kai looked up at the sky and sighed. “I guess he does. He’s innocent, happy and just has this special aura, or feeling around him, a harmless one. I think he doesn’t even know what he is and what you had gone through. You could say that ignorance is a bliss,” he explained. “I guess that’s why the corp still hasn’t found you. They can’t track Max’s presence as he believes he is human, and only I seem to locate you because of our bond.”
Changmin frowned. He had gone through a lot before, but never has his psyche had the need of recurring to someone else. It just happen now that he had found Yunho…
Could it be that?
“I’m in charge to locate and capture you,” Kai explained with a smirk. “Heejun is surely desperate to have you back as soon as possible, but we could think about a good plan for escaping or killing him.”
Changmin smiled, trying to get a hold of his emotions. “So, it would be like the old times, Jongin?” He asked with a smirk. “Me protecting your ass from getting caught or killed?”
Kai rolled his eyes. “I’m not a child anymore!”
Changmin snorted. “Of course you aren’t! You’ve imprinted and mated! I can totally see it and feel it in you and that Sehun, who’s not far away.”
“Well, same goes for you and Yunho hyung,” Kai retorted, raising an eyebrow. “So, have you guys passed the 48 hours?”
Changmin froze. Dammit! If he was going to stay as himself then it was alright. However, if Max came back he needed to warn him about the 48 rule. That he and Yunho needed to mate as much as possible in that time, and that his instincts and protectiveness will be stronger and could be deadly.
“I-I don’t know. I’m not sure,” Changmin responded, trying to remember something that could tell him that he and Yunho had already gone through that or not. “I need to find a way to communicate with my other self, if that’s even possible.”
“Maybe I could explain things to him when he comes back?” Kai suggested. “Or at least I could try.”
Changmin sighed. “I don’t know…I guess.”
“Are you planning to tell your hyung everything? “
Changmin’s insides twisted at Kai’s words. He bit his lower lip and frowned. “He doesn’t seem to remember me at all…” he mumbled in a sad tone. “But I have to. I have to apo-“ He turned his head and saw a familiar person approaching. “Argh, my fucking head,” he said as he closed his eyes.
Kai put one hand on Changmin’s back and turned to see at the person that had surely made Max come back. His senses sharpened as he looked back at Changmin. “Are you ok?” He asked, still seeing that person approached them with the corner of his eye.
Max opened his eyes and looked around confused. He saw Jongin in front of him, wearing an honest smile on his face.
“Are you ok?” Kai asked again, as he rubbed Max’s back slightly.
Max nodded. “Yes. I just felt a little dizzy,” he responded. He turned to see Donghae almost in front of them….looking weirdly at Jongin.
“Is everything ok?” Donghae asked, looking intently at Kai and his hand on the back of Max. “Are you ok, Max? Where’s Yunho?”
“Yes, I am. Yunho went to get water but he’s taking forver, and Jongin is keeping me company,” Max explained, pouting a little as he looked around one more time to see if Yunho was in sight. He wasn’t, though.
Kai didn’t know if this man was ok to trust or not. Max seemed to know him though. “I’m Jongin. Nice to meet you,” he said, bowing slightly with his head and extending his free hand.
Donghae bowed back and took the other’s hand before shaking it. “I’m Donghae.”
There was an awkward moment of silence in which Kai just stared at Donghae, when two more people approached them.
“Yunho!” Max squealed as he launched himself to the older man, with a huge smile. “Where were you?” he asked pouting. It was only then he noticed another person behind Yunho. A person he didn’t like too much.
“I was buying water when I bumped into Jaejoong, and I invited him to come along with us,” Yunho explained as Max removed himself from the older man and frowned a little.
Kai observed Max’s body language and decided to stay for a little more. What could happen if Max got extremely jealous? How would he react? What would he do?
The young diclonius got up and Yunho noticed him in that moment. “Oh, sorry. I didn’t see you. Who are you?” He asked, with curiosity.
“He’s Jongin!” Max responded enthusiastically.
Yunho’s felt something rise inside him. He didn’t like this at all.
Donghae rolled his eyes. “Hi, JJ,” he greeted the almost forgotten man. “Why don’t we keep on walking or something?”
At the mention of the man, Max tightened his grip on Yunho’s arm. “Hi, Jaejoong,” he greeted nonchalantly.
“Hi,” Jaejoong greeted back. “And nice to meet you, Jongin. I’m Jaejoong,” he said, turning to look at Kai, who seemed very amused by the whole situation. He got a hold of Yunho’s free arm and pulled it a little. “Let’s go see that stand I told you about,” he told Yunho with a smile.
Max froze. He glared at Jaejoong and Kai immediately tensed up. If he didn’t do something now, Jaejoong would end up in pieces, literally.
“Can I join?” Kai interrupted, walking in between Yunho and Jaejoong and grabbing the shorter man’s arm. “I’m kinda bored,” he added, mentally wondering why he was even doing this. Normally, he would have let Max or well, Changmin kill whoever he wanted, but something told him that this couldn’t be the case. Apparently this Jaejoong was a good friend of Changmin’s mate.
Jaejoong nodded, a bit shocked by the young boy’s actions and they started to keep on walking.
Kai glanced at Max quickly and saw that he had relaxed noticeable. He sighed in relief, not noticing at all that he was still holding Jaejoong’s arm.
Suddenly, Kai squealed, pushing away Jaejoong as far as he could. He had just felt it, and he was screwed.
Kai turned around, closing his eyes in fear. “I can explain,” he said, making everybody turn around as well, to see what was happening.
A very pale young boy was standing there glaring at Kai and Jaejoong. “Mate for a lifetime my ass!” He spat. “First, you didn’t fix anything with Chanyeol and now I find you happily walking around with someone that isn’t me!”
Kai flinched. He knew he needed to explain that he went away just to talk to Changmin, but he couldn’t at the moment! What should he do?! “Sehun…baby. I can explain, I swear!” He said, hoping Sehun wouldn’t be too upset to understand the tone of his voice.
Donghae was thoroughly amused by the whole show in front of him, as Jaejoong carefully walked towards him.
Sehun was about to say something when he noticed Changmin holding another man’s arm. He gulped, feeling anxious suddenly. He remembered how near to death he had felt that time when Changmin had caught him. “Is this some kind of reunion or what?”
Max titled his head, feeling something familiar in this guy.
Before anything else happened, Kai went to Sehun’s side. “Everybody, this is my boyfriend Sehun. Sehun, those are Donghae, Jaejoong, Yunho and Max,” he said, emphasizing Max’s name.
It took a few seconds to Sehun to actually understand the situation as he remembered that he had seen the man next to Changmin before and had called him Max. So, that was all about!
“Well, it was nice to meet you all, and we’re sorry we can’t stay more time, but we need to get going. We have a lot of things to do, bye!” Kai said hastily as he grabbed Sehun’s hand and waved with the other.
His shirt moved a little by the neck and Donghae noticed something black peeking out of it just a bit. He narrowed his eyes and widened his eyes as he realized that this guy had black scales, just like Max’s.
Kai caught him staring as his scales and sent him a warning look astheir eyes locked for a second.
Donghae gulped as he saw Kai and Sehun walk away hand in hand. Those eyes, the look that Kai had sent him felt extremely dangerous and he couldn’t help but think that meant just one thing: Don’t even think about saying a word about what you’ve just seen.
*****
The HoMin couple -as Donghae had dubbed them- walked into the cool apartment. Yunho flipped on the lights, and Mangdongie scurried to her master. Max picked her up and started to pet her lovingly.
Max was so innocent, and that was something that Yunho loved about him. Yunho felt as if he knew Max inside out, when that wasn’t true. He wondered about Max’s past, his life. Was Max his real name? Where he was from? Who were his parents? Did he have siblings? How was it like in the life he had before?
Yunho dreaded the answer, but he also wondered if Max used to have a relationship with someone else before? What if Yunho was taking Max away from the person he loved and cherished, a person that really knew him?
In times like this Yunho wanted to hit himself in the head, he hated the feeling of confusion, of not knowing. Maybe, part of him really didn’t want to know, since everything he wanted was right in front of him.
“Max,” Yunho called softly. “Baby…”
The younger man turned around, and smiled at his boyfriend. “Yes, Yunho?” he smiled. “Darling?”
Yunho chuckled. “Let’s talk for a while,” he said, as he motioned for the couch. “Come, sit down.”
“OK,” the young man said. “What for?”
Yunho took his hand in his and entwined their fingers and started to stroke the other’s hand tenderly. He smiled encouragingly and looked right into Max’s eyes. “Have you remembered something about your past?” He asked with curiosity.
Max frowned and suddenly started to feel pressured. He focused his eyes on the floor as he tried to find something, anything inside of his head that could help him.
The image of Kai suddenly came to him, and he shook it. He needed memories, not the image of someone he had just met. “I don’t know,” he whispered with desperation as he started to feel frustrated. “I can’t remember anything from before meeting you,” he mumbled as he looked back at Yunho with teared-eyes, starting to feel suddenly that something in him wasn’t right.
Who was he? What was he? Did he have beloved ones that missed him?
“Don’t cry, please,” Yunho said hastily, as he wiped the salty tears off of Max’s cheeks. “Don’t feel pressured, baby. It’s ok if you don’t remember.”
Max nodded and put Yunho’s hands away from his face before wiping his remaining tears with the back of his hands. “I want to remember but there’s nothing.” He got up from the couch and took a step before Yunho stopped him by grabbing his wrist.
“Where you going?” He asked, panicking a little. Maybe Max felt upset about his questions?
Max smiled innocently. “To wash up my face,” he explained, as if it was the most logical thing in the world.
“The ever so proper Max,” Yunho mumbled, as he smiled up at his lover, feeling relieved by the boy’s answer. “Kiss?” He asked for.
Max smiled shyly and leaned down to peck Yunho’s cheek cutely.
When he pulled back, Yunho was pouting and Max laughed at that. He just loved when Yunho was very cute and affectionate with him, demanding more skin to skin contact.
“What was that?” Yunho protested.
“A kiss,” Max answered, titling his head slightly. “Why’d you ask that?”
Yunho laughed at Max’s little confusion and pulled him down, making the younger boy fall on his lap. “This is a proper kiss,” Yunho said before connecting his lips with Max’s.
Max straddled the older man out of instinct. Yunho smiled into the kiss, and wrapped his arms around Max’s waist, bringing him even closer.
Yunho pushed Max slightly, breaking the kiss and both pressed their foreheads together, looking into each other’s eyes, letting themselves communicate with them and not just words.
“Let me love you again,” Yunho whispered in a low tone. “I love you,” he declared, running his hands up Max’s back and under his shirt. “I need you.”
Max smiled shyly and blushed, making Yunho want to take him right there. “Love me…” he approved.
That was all Yunho needed to hear before he attacked Max’s lips with his own. He could feel how their lips moved in unison, as if they were made just for this. Yunho pushed Max down on the couch and hands started to roam underneath the clothes they were wearing.
Yunho stripped out of his clothes in no time, while Max watched blushing hardly. This was new to him, so he didn’t really know what to do. The sight of Yunho’s naked body made Max felt something warm spread inside him and straight to him groin.
Max moaned as Yunho started to strip him as well as their eyes locked once again.
Once Max was fully naked, he couldn’t help but feel both scared and excited. He didn’t know what was next, but he was sure Yunho would never hurt him in any way.
‘Is this loving?’ He asked himself as he felt Yunho’s warm hands on his skin. The very touch made him feel things he hadn’t felt ever before.
The moment Yunho’s hand went down to Max’s crotch, the younger’s toes curled. The older wanted to be inside the young body again so bad.
“Y-Yunho…” Max moaned as Yunho finished leaving marks all over his body that made the younger tremble delightfully. “What’s next?”
He older man looked down at his lover. “Let me get the lube,” he said as he went to reach the tube.
Max nodded, suddenly feeling scared. What if whatever Yunho was about to do would him hurt?
‘It wont.’ A voice said in his head. ‘Just relax your muscles.’
Max frowned and looked around. “What?”
‘Just trust me,’ the familiar voice said.
Max found the voice oddly reassuring. Finally after what felt like forever, Yunho came back with lube and a condom.
“What’s that?” Max pointed to the small square foil.
Yunho looked at him and then at the wrapper. “Something we should have used the first time.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Max asked, truly confuse by now.
Yunho stared at him. “Nothing baby,” he explained, starting to feel a bit uncomfortable with Max’s naivety. “I just want to protect you even though I’m clean.”
“Sorry,” Max whispered ashamed. He felt that this was something he should know. Sometimes he wanted to remember everything so bad. “I didn’t know.”
Yunho smiled at him and kissed him. “It’s ok, but we need to use it.”
Max just nodded, and watched with wondering eyes as Yunho stroked himself. The condom was rolled down Yunho hard length, and drizzled with lube. Max reached out and touched the erection, looking up at Yunho with dark but somehow unsure eyes.
“Your turn,” Yunho whispered with a reassuring smile and laid Max down on the couch. He carefully prepped the young man slowly. One finger turned into two and into three later. Max was panting heavily as Yunho shoved all three fingers in and out in a steady and slow pace. “Ready?”
Max nodded. “Yes…” He whispered.
Finally, after raising Max’s ass to level it with a pillow underneath it, Yunho kneeled as he pinned his lover’s thighs to his torso as best as he could. He slowly guided his now throbbing member in to Max’s tight hole.
“Ah!” Max gritted out from the stabbing paint that ran through his body as Yunho entered him carefully.
He breathed in and out a couple of times with eyebrows furrowed and eyes closed tightly for some seconds that felt like minutes.
Yunho moved out once Max was relaxed enough and he pushed part way in again, he paused to feel the involuntary squeezing against his swollen tip. This provided Max an opportunity to relax even more and accept his lover’s length deep inside of him as Yunho started to rock in an out slowly.
“So fucking tight,” Yunho groaned, almost out of breath.
“Is that bad?” Max asked finally opening his eyes and looking at Yunho with a mixture of curiosity and shame.
Yunho leaned down and captured Max’s lips in a desperate kiss as they moved in unison . “It’s good, baby…so good.”
Yunho kissed down Max’s neck, as the younger man smiled and wrapped his arms around the older man’s neck.
Without Yunho completely withdrawing from Max, somehow they found themselves on their sides. Yunho’s body was spooned against Max’s, with the boy’s top leg propped up in the air, and Yunho’s hand clutching the back of his knee.
“Wow,” Max moaned and laid his head onto Yunho’s out stretched arm.
Yunho didn’t response and only pumped furiously into Max from behind. Suddenly, after a while, his thrusts stopped.
“Max,” he panted. “Want t-to be on top?”
The young man frowned at the sudden halt of pleasure. “Why did you stop?” he asked upset. “On top of what?”
“Of me, silly,” Yunho said smiling as he pulled out and lay on the couch. “Sit on top of me, and I’ll do the rest.”
Max looked at him strangely but did as he said. Max came up on top of Yunho and the older man rose up his narrow hips and hovered him over his large dick. Max looked on curiously as Yunho slowly started inserting him onto his dick.
“Now, slowly go up and down.” Yunho instructed.
Max raised himself up, and grabbed onto Yunho’s shoulders for leverage. He slowly sunk onto Yunho and panted.
“So large,” Max breathed. “Feels good.”
Yunho chuckled and held tightly onto Max.
Finally, Max was all the way down on Yunho. He didn’t start thrusting yet because this was a new position for Max, and he wanted the boy to get used to having him inside his body like this.
After a while Max nodded his head. “Move, p-please, move…”
As Yunho started moving in and out quickly, he reached up in front of him and took Max’s dick in his hands.
“Yunnie, oh! Ugh, I-I…” Max whined and grabbed his shoulders hard. “Oh!”
‘Yunnie,’ Yunho thought,feeling a strange pressure in his heart. ‘So familiar…’
It didn’t take long, because of the combination of Yunho inside of Max and Max stroking his dick, for both to come really hard.
They both rode out their orgasms, and Yunho stayed inside Max as long as possible, but eventually slipped out. Max got off of Yunho, and collapsed practically on top of him.
“Yunho?” Max whispered and rolled over to face his lover.
Yunho smiled sleepily. “Yeah?” He asked, wrapping an arm around the boy’s waist.
Max leaned closer and kissed the older man passionately. “I love you,” he whispered.
Yunho kissed him again, and again. “Love you, too.”
“I’m sore Yunho.” Max moaned with a frown. “It’s pounding with pain.”
Yunho leaned down and stroked the hole he violated for the past hour. He looked up and smiled down at Max.
“Better?” he asked.
Max nodded and beamed. “Best fucking sex ever.” He grinned.
Yunho laughed out loud at his use of words.
“What?” He asked, titling his head slightly.
“That was funny,” Yunho laughed. “But it was the best ever…and it’s going to get much better.”
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