I'm 23 years old.

I don't know who I am. I don't know who I want to be. I don't know what I want from life. I don't even know what makes me happy.

All I know is that I am unhappy.

How can I expect someone to save me, when I don't know anything at all.

And the sad part is. I don't think I'll realise any of this.

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I ate non stop over 4 days. Gained 2 kilos. Oh lordddddd.... I think its time to fast now...

Binged. Purged. Starving. I will resist.

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I'm sick, I'm so fucking sick. I want to curl up in a ball and cry and never wake up. Exam is tomorrow. I've been deluding myself in saying that I will return to my social life after the exam, I don't have a social life to get back to. Not one of my friends cares for me ( Read more... )

Ate two lindt chocies today. Fuck fuck fuck carbs!!! Why do i have no self contrarrrghhhhh!!! Not going to eat anything else today... Hopefully it will balance out now...

It terrifies me when my friends joke around and say that I am bulimic / anorexic. :( my manager talked to me a few days ago and told me to stop losing weight, lol. I fear people are beginning to suspect...

I need more self control. Freaking weight yoyos up and down :(

I freaking hate it when I eat and then boom, I suddenly look like I'm 8 months pregnant >:(