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I'm sick, I'm so fucking sick. I want to curl up in a ball and cry and never wake up. Exam is tomorrow. I've been deluding myself in saying that I will return to my social life after the exam, I don't have a social life to get back to. Not one of my friends cares for me.
He doesn't care for me. He wouldn't even notice if I was gone. I wish I wasn't here. I wish I didn't have these problems. I wish I actually liked people. And I wish people liked me. But what can you do..
I'm sick to the stomach, I just want to throw up and cry simultaneously.
And nothing will change.
He doesn't care for me. He wouldn't even notice if I was gone. I wish I wasn't here. I wish I didn't have these problems. I wish I actually liked people. And I wish people liked me. But what can you do..
I'm sick to the stomach, I just want to throw up and cry simultaneously.
And nothing will change.