Goodbye everyone.
This is the end, this conversation helps explain why.
J738681: molly
msmolly84: hey
J738681: hey hey
msmolly84: whats up
J738681: nothimg much just listing to elliott smith and looking at journals
msmolly84: cool
J738681: have you see joels recent post
J738681: ???
msmolly84: i think so... from like a day or so ago?
msmolly84: have you read all my recent posts?
J738681: i belive so talking about his recent crush for sahmati
J738681: yeah i sure have
msmolly84: that is so nasty he needs to stay the hell away from her if he knows whats good for him
J738681: yeah i know thats wha i told him, what the hell is he thinking,
msmolly84: i dont know
msmolly84: i cant believe she lost her virginity to some sixteen year old
J738681: yeah i know i was "wow" when he called and told me
msmolly84: whats with all the mormons these days?
J738681: everything is not all candy coated like others think
msmolly84: its like that song they play on energy radio "people are still having sex, its been going on for quite some time, people are still having sex, theres no way of stopping them."
J738681: yeah thats by paul van dyke i belive
msmolly84: cool
J738681: he thinks your stillc razy in love with him
J738681: because your posting
msmolly84: what
msmolly84: if he hasnt forgotten, I had an lj long before he did
J738681: yeah he says that there will never be closure between you two because he knows you cant move on
msmolly84: what the hell kind of optimism is that
msmolly84: if he wants me to stop posting I will
msmolly84: screw him, i just care about his well being
J738681: yeah i know, but the whole thing about how you think about him like every day, all thats doing his feeding him belife that your all about him and cant let go
msmolly84: well he used to be everything i did, and everything i lived for... so every day, i do something that reminds me of him.
J738681: yeah i knwo what you mean but i think he doesnt i think he is taking it diffrent
J738681: know*
msmolly84: well i guess the only way to stop all this, is to delete my lj... see i told you this
J738681: yeah i see what you mean moll
msmolly84: this is just more freaking drama
msmolly84: he needs to stop speculating, because, for once, he really doesnt know where Im coming from
msmolly84: he's the one twisting my words.
J738681: yeah i know and you know what is kind of jacked
msmolly84: hmm
J738681: is that if he is so in love with you still and obsessed and all why the hell does he have a crush on other girls???
msmolly84: im glad he has crushes on other girls....
msmolly84: and i think whether or not he wants to accept it, he is moving on whether he likes it or not
J738681: yeah i know
msmolly84: but thank you for telling me how he feels, because now i know i cant even post anymore
J738681: its ok moll. i mean i love you and i love joel....but he needs to know what happend was for the best
msmolly84: but what am i supposed to do to make him know that
msmolly84: did he not read the part about real reasons why we broke up.
msmolly84: i had problems with the whole sex thing.
J738681: leave this big post in your journal before yo9u delete it
J738681: yeah i dont think he knew that
msmolly84: and honestly i was thinking about breaking up with him before i even talked to my parents
J738681: yeah, well let him know this
J738681: you have to
msmolly84: well since he reads all my freaking posts, he can just read them off my journal.
I wont be posting any more, so that you can finally take the fact that I'm over this and move on. i have tried my hardest and this is the only thing i have left to give up, so enjoy it.
J738681: molly
msmolly84: hey
J738681: hey hey
msmolly84: whats up
J738681: nothimg much just listing to elliott smith and looking at journals
msmolly84: cool
J738681: have you see joels recent post
J738681: ???
msmolly84: i think so... from like a day or so ago?
msmolly84: have you read all my recent posts?
J738681: i belive so talking about his recent crush for sahmati
J738681: yeah i sure have
msmolly84: that is so nasty he needs to stay the hell away from her if he knows whats good for him
J738681: yeah i know thats wha i told him, what the hell is he thinking,
msmolly84: i dont know
msmolly84: i cant believe she lost her virginity to some sixteen year old
J738681: yeah i know i was "wow" when he called and told me
msmolly84: whats with all the mormons these days?
J738681: everything is not all candy coated like others think
msmolly84: its like that song they play on energy radio "people are still having sex, its been going on for quite some time, people are still having sex, theres no way of stopping them."
J738681: yeah thats by paul van dyke i belive
msmolly84: cool
J738681: he thinks your stillc razy in love with him
J738681: because your posting
msmolly84: what
msmolly84: if he hasnt forgotten, I had an lj long before he did
J738681: yeah he says that there will never be closure between you two because he knows you cant move on
msmolly84: what the hell kind of optimism is that
msmolly84: if he wants me to stop posting I will
msmolly84: screw him, i just care about his well being
J738681: yeah i know, but the whole thing about how you think about him like every day, all thats doing his feeding him belife that your all about him and cant let go
msmolly84: well he used to be everything i did, and everything i lived for... so every day, i do something that reminds me of him.
J738681: yeah i knwo what you mean but i think he doesnt i think he is taking it diffrent
J738681: know*
msmolly84: well i guess the only way to stop all this, is to delete my lj... see i told you this
J738681: yeah i see what you mean moll
msmolly84: this is just more freaking drama
msmolly84: he needs to stop speculating, because, for once, he really doesnt know where Im coming from
msmolly84: he's the one twisting my words.
J738681: yeah i know and you know what is kind of jacked
msmolly84: hmm
J738681: is that if he is so in love with you still and obsessed and all why the hell does he have a crush on other girls???
msmolly84: im glad he has crushes on other girls....
msmolly84: and i think whether or not he wants to accept it, he is moving on whether he likes it or not
J738681: yeah i know
msmolly84: but thank you for telling me how he feels, because now i know i cant even post anymore
J738681: its ok moll. i mean i love you and i love joel....but he needs to know what happend was for the best
msmolly84: but what am i supposed to do to make him know that
msmolly84: did he not read the part about real reasons why we broke up.
msmolly84: i had problems with the whole sex thing.
J738681: leave this big post in your journal before yo9u delete it
J738681: yeah i dont think he knew that
msmolly84: and honestly i was thinking about breaking up with him before i even talked to my parents
J738681: yeah, well let him know this
J738681: you have to
msmolly84: well since he reads all my freaking posts, he can just read them off my journal.
I wont be posting any more, so that you can finally take the fact that I'm over this and move on. i have tried my hardest and this is the only thing i have left to give up, so enjoy it.