Your Tissue is always Three Ply.

[mollysdrama]

There's More than meets the eye
He's not just another guy
Though you like HIm, you're not sure why
Are you living the life of a lie...?
Is there reason for why you cry
Do you still wish that you could just die?
Or is all that comes out a silent sigh?
Your tissue is always 3 ply.

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You learned a thing or two about me yesterday
In one of those games you like to play
And yet there was more I wanted to say
My fear held me back
Alone another day.
Though Im alone, Im a little less lonely
When people see me, do they think im a phoney?
Somebody told me I care too much
They sould be glad I care
At least somebody does.

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RAMBLING THOUGHTS FROM AN OVERBEARING BLEEDER.(10/21)

YOU WERE THE ONE WHO REFUSED
TO LIVE A LIE.
BUT YESTERDAY YOU ONCE AGAIN
kEPT IT ALL INSIDE.

I TRY TO MAKE YOU REMEMBER
THE THINGS THAT USED TO MATTER
bUT ITS FALLING ON dEAF EARS
mY DAYS GROW EVEN SADDER.

i UNDERSTAND THE LOGIC
iVE DONE IT MYSELF BEFORE
bUT YOURE THE ONE ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL
fROM YOU I EXPECTED MORE.

YOU KEFT ME A MESSAGE YESTERDAY
THE FACTS WERE A BIT MISLEADING
tHE ACTORS AND CHARACTERS HAVENT CHANGED,
bUT IS THIS THE SAME PLAY IM READING???

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i entered late
then left too early
ive been the source
of so much worry

i left a mark
but only left hurting
I try to move on
but nobody's flirting.

its easy to think of you
all of the memories past
if only we both had known
none of it would ever last.

we both look back agast
remembering the year before last

you see that I wear a mask
different from those around me
spitting into the flask
all my life experimenting.

looking back agast
remembering the year before last

I'm disconnected
not in service
unrepented
always nervous
stressing out
Dressing messy
wish that i could
count my blessings

looking back a bit
agast
remembering
the year before last