hey COMBO how bout i bring em?!
i hate sundays!!!!!!!!!!
i was outside smoking and really wished i had brought my cell phone with me.
but what would i even say?
theres a million things i could say but i don't think it would make a difference and i'm probably just making this a bigger deal than it has to be.
i could complain about that tiny feeling i have that i feel sort of used but at the same time wasn't i kind of using him too? maybe more in an emotional way though. like i can really trick myself into thinking that someone feels a certain way about me but only for so long.
maybe i should just consider this summer closure and call it a day.
you know, a person only has a certain amount of drunk dials they can make.
and i have really used them all up.
its like that persimmons poem we read in poetry. words get me really into trouble sometimes. i always say the wrong thing.
college is...college. ithaca is gorges. ithaca is gangstah. ithaca is tim hyde.
i love it. i knew i would but i had to go through the whole crying i dont want to goooooooo stage before.
ithaca rules cornell drools. mostly kidding. matt goldwasser--thank you for being the coolest kid in the world.
me: but why would my ipod only give me 1000 songs and 25000 pictures? why can't i just use that space for more nelly furtado?
trevor: i'm not even going to try to explain that.
i am completely serious when i tell you i'm the smartest one in my math class. its shocking and awesome!
its so funny how different things turned out than i thought they would. but carly once said that nothing fun ever happens if everything i expect to happen does. amen to that!
i miss my friends.
i love the ones i have here but still its hard to explain to them why missing gertie's funeral was horrible for me and why i would be so nervous about michael and why hooking up with him was maybe not such a hot idea.
carly came for the weekend with arden. it was so good to see her. a really bubbly shot in the arm.
there is this girl from westchester who lives next to jordan and emma that i always play westchester geography with and she clearly hates the game but that didn't stop me and carly from being all ahhhhhhh do you know wei2323i2o34e323!#";322!?????
we went to this cornell party and i have no idea how we got there. i was literally picked up by someone and put into the cab and everyone else was just SWEPT UP into this frenzy and hopped into the cab.
i feel like i've been here for nine thousand years. did life go by so slowly at home?
i was outside smoking and really wished i had brought my cell phone with me.
but what would i even say?
theres a million things i could say but i don't think it would make a difference and i'm probably just making this a bigger deal than it has to be.
i could complain about that tiny feeling i have that i feel sort of used but at the same time wasn't i kind of using him too? maybe more in an emotional way though. like i can really trick myself into thinking that someone feels a certain way about me but only for so long.
maybe i should just consider this summer closure and call it a day.
you know, a person only has a certain amount of drunk dials they can make.
and i have really used them all up.
its like that persimmons poem we read in poetry. words get me really into trouble sometimes. i always say the wrong thing.
college is...college. ithaca is gorges. ithaca is gangstah. ithaca is tim hyde.
i love it. i knew i would but i had to go through the whole crying i dont want to goooooooo stage before.
ithaca rules cornell drools. mostly kidding. matt goldwasser--thank you for being the coolest kid in the world.
me: but why would my ipod only give me 1000 songs and 25000 pictures? why can't i just use that space for more nelly furtado?
trevor: i'm not even going to try to explain that.
i am completely serious when i tell you i'm the smartest one in my math class. its shocking and awesome!
its so funny how different things turned out than i thought they would. but carly once said that nothing fun ever happens if everything i expect to happen does. amen to that!
i miss my friends.
i love the ones i have here but still its hard to explain to them why missing gertie's funeral was horrible for me and why i would be so nervous about michael and why hooking up with him was maybe not such a hot idea.
carly came for the weekend with arden. it was so good to see her. a really bubbly shot in the arm.
there is this girl from westchester who lives next to jordan and emma that i always play westchester geography with and she clearly hates the game but that didn't stop me and carly from being all ahhhhhhh do you know wei2323i2o34e323!#";322!?????
we went to this cornell party and i have no idea how we got there. i was literally picked up by someone and put into the cab and everyone else was just SWEPT UP into this frenzy and hopped into the cab.
i feel like i've been here for nine thousand years. did life go by so slowly at home?