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i'm so sweaty and gross and sitting here listening to bob dylan. its been a rough day.
remember showering and clean clothing?!
tap is harder than i thought. i'm so the worst one in my entire class but i don't mind so much because when i mess up its like well whatd you expect?
hop shuffle hop hop hop hop hopppppppppppppp. my ankle hurts.
cecilia left yesterday so now i'm sad.
seeing her and jesse and danny and mykl waiting for me in textor...i can't explain. i thought my heart was going to explode. it was so great to see everyone. and nothing changed! we all had the same roles we've always had and i woke up the next morning and my stomach was cramped from laughing so much. "i wish i had that in chestnut!"
when jesse and cecilia and i were all falling asleep in matts room i really just had to smile to myself.
i'm sort of bummed they didn't really get to know my ithacans though but thats okay...they'll just have to come again!! muahah.
OH SWEET BUN!
the weekend was so weird. friday was emma's birthday and me and jordan got her THE BEST gifts in the world. god bless tim hyde.
just because we have a sombrarro doesn't make it a fiesta!
the michael thing was weird...i can see myself getting really into him and then what would i do? and he tells me i'm pretty and is actually really sweet to me but i just don't believe his compliments so i think i have to work on seeing the good things about me first before everything else.
i think i might have changed since i've been here but i'm not sure. i used to think that happiness was more ephemeral but now i'm thinking sadness. which i think is a good sign.
remember showering and clean clothing?!
tap is harder than i thought. i'm so the worst one in my entire class but i don't mind so much because when i mess up its like well whatd you expect?
hop shuffle hop hop hop hop hopppppppppppppp. my ankle hurts.
cecilia left yesterday so now i'm sad.
seeing her and jesse and danny and mykl waiting for me in textor...i can't explain. i thought my heart was going to explode. it was so great to see everyone. and nothing changed! we all had the same roles we've always had and i woke up the next morning and my stomach was cramped from laughing so much. "i wish i had that in chestnut!"
when jesse and cecilia and i were all falling asleep in matts room i really just had to smile to myself.
i'm sort of bummed they didn't really get to know my ithacans though but thats okay...they'll just have to come again!! muahah.
OH SWEET BUN!
the weekend was so weird. friday was emma's birthday and me and jordan got her THE BEST gifts in the world. god bless tim hyde.
just because we have a sombrarro doesn't make it a fiesta!
the michael thing was weird...i can see myself getting really into him and then what would i do? and he tells me i'm pretty and is actually really sweet to me but i just don't believe his compliments so i think i have to work on seeing the good things about me first before everything else.
i think i might have changed since i've been here but i'm not sure. i used to think that happiness was more ephemeral but now i'm thinking sadness. which i think is a good sign.