she kisses like a stripper
thinking about packing up my room makes me sick.
oh god...i have to get rid of everything under my bed, stuffed into drawers. this will take forever.
speaking of sick, passing out on my bathroom floor was A REALLY BAD IDEA.
on a scale of 1 to terrible, it was pretty horrendous.
but at the same time i can't care that much. what are they going to do? i leave in two weeks.
am i in the clear?
i need to cool it for a while. i always think all these things will make me feel better but they don't and then i get sick.
like if i lost two more pounds i'd feel better, or if i got really drunk tonight i'd feel better but it only works a little so why do it?
i always say things won't matter when they happen, but that is so far from the truth. i think everyone already knew that about me. i think i knew that too.
cecilia and i went to nyack today and we went to this store that uses baby onesies to convey harsh political messages. obviously, we made purchases.
i'm in love with nyack chocolate man. i have realllly weird taste.
cec and i crack each other up to the point of mental illness. its pretty bad. no one thinks we're funny but "i'm (insert verb) in nyack!" went on for hours.
arden didn't call carly for 25 hours. we're very concerned.
she's right--he is definitely one of those people who you like more and more each time.
theres something really off about him though. hes kind of mysterious. who doesn't know how to get to their own house? on weaver street? theres only so many places you can turn on a long windy road.
why does toby have a girlfriend? he's obviously my soulmate.
roomate stuff got worked out. i'm still in the dorm i wanted (rowland) but they gave me a new roomate. and its great because she got a single but wanted a double so i think somebody that wants a roomate will be good to have.
i really have to see maxi soon. its important for my mental health.
oh god...i have to get rid of everything under my bed, stuffed into drawers. this will take forever.
speaking of sick, passing out on my bathroom floor was A REALLY BAD IDEA.
on a scale of 1 to terrible, it was pretty horrendous.
but at the same time i can't care that much. what are they going to do? i leave in two weeks.
am i in the clear?
i need to cool it for a while. i always think all these things will make me feel better but they don't and then i get sick.
like if i lost two more pounds i'd feel better, or if i got really drunk tonight i'd feel better but it only works a little so why do it?
i always say things won't matter when they happen, but that is so far from the truth. i think everyone already knew that about me. i think i knew that too.
cecilia and i went to nyack today and we went to this store that uses baby onesies to convey harsh political messages. obviously, we made purchases.
i'm in love with nyack chocolate man. i have realllly weird taste.
cec and i crack each other up to the point of mental illness. its pretty bad. no one thinks we're funny but "i'm (insert verb) in nyack!" went on for hours.
arden didn't call carly for 25 hours. we're very concerned.
she's right--he is definitely one of those people who you like more and more each time.
theres something really off about him though. hes kind of mysterious. who doesn't know how to get to their own house? on weaver street? theres only so many places you can turn on a long windy road.
why does toby have a girlfriend? he's obviously my soulmate.
roomate stuff got worked out. i'm still in the dorm i wanted (rowland) but they gave me a new roomate. and its great because she got a single but wanted a double so i think somebody that wants a roomate will be good to have.
i really have to see maxi soon. its important for my mental health.