Apr 13, 2005 08:47
this is the kind of love i want to feel all summed up by old willy
"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew."
ive been there.. no god just take me to that place again...
on another note.. tell me why boys are so jealous? or suspicious? how one persons words always bring me so much drama. of course i wouldnt be lying in my bed at 1030 at nite... or i actually dont have a phone number. and this boys may or may not even care for me... just stress... at least im comfortably numb.. it makes it a lot harder to get worked up about things .. which i really dont like.. i was kind of fond of my spunky rebelious self...
thrid note: one day i am going to grow the balls to have a real converstaion with some one.. just put it all out on the table.. get confirmations or denials which ever persisits and then go from there. its easy on my part i know how i feel. but its like im standing alone here. i have an intution of the response.. but i also feel like its empty words that fly by me and if i held my breath waiting i would turn blue. so what is it that you want from me?
SHOUT OUTS
ash mac :i just want you to know that i miss you imiss you soo.. call me soon
leslie ann: you need to find you a man.. carl is avail. very cute.. very kind.. and hes buying shoes...
ricer: i <3 you