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i hate when people play games. play games that cut deep into your heart. when you know that you have something to do inadvertently with what is going on wiht some one and they wont talk to you about it. when certain people are making things up that you supposedly told them, when you were just rying to be nice in the first place. it just pisses me off.. i dont have enough energy to be pissed anymore.. im trying to focus all the energy that i have on what i need to be focused on.. but its so hard. maybe i should just say fuck it..