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I've come to realize what an awful person I can be, and have been over the last 2+ years.
I am at once selfish, and at the next moment generous.
I temper one action with another in order to justify my behavior to myself, as in one good action overrides a poor action. Not good...
Is this some weird religious thing?? Am I "sinning" and then absolving myself. Difficult to tell. My subconscience is coming forward. I realize now that I have intentionally toyed with people. For my own amusement. While I must say that occasionally this was justified, most of the time it was not...and I continued to play with the emotions of others. Terrible.
Perhaps I should apologize. I have no problems humbling myself. So here it is....
I am truly sorry if anyone feels that I have wronged them.
As always, I would prefer to do this verbally....so....
If anybody thinks poorly of me for any (or all) of the above actions...gimmie a call.
Thats it...sorry so depressing, but kiddies, this is reality. At least, its my reality.
Insert lyrics from a popular song...
Happy Kringle...
I am at once selfish, and at the next moment generous.
I temper one action with another in order to justify my behavior to myself, as in one good action overrides a poor action. Not good...
Is this some weird religious thing?? Am I "sinning" and then absolving myself. Difficult to tell. My subconscience is coming forward. I realize now that I have intentionally toyed with people. For my own amusement. While I must say that occasionally this was justified, most of the time it was not...and I continued to play with the emotions of others. Terrible.
Perhaps I should apologize. I have no problems humbling myself. So here it is....
I am truly sorry if anyone feels that I have wronged them.
As always, I would prefer to do this verbally....so....
If anybody thinks poorly of me for any (or all) of the above actions...gimmie a call.
Thats it...sorry so depressing, but kiddies, this is reality. At least, its my reality.
Insert lyrics from a popular song...
Happy Kringle...